So we sat and talked
While I ran you in circles
Trying to get my words to
Pour from your mouth
But you didn't even flinch
As I put my arm around you
I was the one who couldn't
Look you in the eyes
(They would've been my favorite color.)
I swear I must've prayed to God
A thousand times
For a man like you
But did He know this?
Use it against me for smoking cigarettes
Under my parents' roof?
Do you recall the day it poured rain
And we just sat and stared at it?
Did you realize that you held me
I never dreamed you'd let me go,
And so now we sit and talk
And I can feel your gaze upon me
As you wrap your arm around me
And tell me,
"ON HOW TO BREAK UP"
When you squeeze a smoke ring
Slightly pinch your fingers
So that the smoke slowly pulls apart
And the ring becomes two,
Creeping towards the sky
Until they have their last breath
By slight pinch
You cannot conjure the smoke to part
Blow faintly upon it
And perhaps it will become agitated
And begin to separate,
Be sure that you are ready
For the chance that it might float back to you.